Hm. last night i found myself texting a friend. and out of nowhere he asked. “so why youve been upset lately?” and when ir ead it i was kinda confused. so i went through all my sent texts and tried to remember if i said that i wasnt feelingall that great. and i couldnt remember anything so i told him nothing was wrong. and he replied. theres definitly something up. sigh. i thought...
you know that girl? the one that has all the...
whats so special about her? what makes her life seem so good? does she not have problems? is she perfect? obvoiusly not. so why does EVERYBODY seem to want to be that person? does she actually have any good friends? how much shit does she get every day? do you really really really wanna be that person? think about it. you have your life. and your life is shitty. so is mine and so is everybody...
FUCK I HAVE LIT. SHIIITTTTTT
i do NOT want to go tomoro. why the hell am i so pissed? whats wrong with me x_x
why am i wasting my fucking time on this right now -.- and why the hell am i so freaking pissed off. i honestly do not know. someone tell me aklsdfadskl
tomoros going to be prettyfreakingawesome :)
its kind of interesting
how everybody has heard that im moving up on monday except for me. hmm.
youre kinda cute :)
dude. freshman rape was hella fun :)
Just because I don’t say what I feel, doesn’t mean...
swimcrazy: (via raindropsonredroses)
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justlivinginthemoment: I really don’t like seeing all those lines of reblog. It screws up the symmetricity (is that a word O.O). Lust, reads, coke, suicide O.O, enigma (via imkatienorris) crush fool leave dread augh i decided to do it againf or fun :) hehe
word problems can go jump in a hole and die.
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stepstoselfdiscovery: swimcrazy: elayyuaray: chessryyy: Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. Secrets, Kiss, See, Men, Dream. bail, lust, see, crush, fool. Secret, feel, man, dread, deed (via imkatienorris) present, bottom, suicide, secret, passion what the hell. secrets, bail, kick, naked O.o wtf?...
I really wanna just go up to a random hot girl and...
just for fun though :) to see what they would do
what ever happened to..
winning farwesterns, NOT looking down on other coaches, being a good sport, having PRIDE, promoting swimmers and putting them first, having our national group being one of the best in the nation, having kids being top 10 in the nation in so many diffrerent events, what happened to the days when we were all one team and not split up between pasa and peak and whatever other teams, what happened to...
I dont even want to go to fucking nationals anymore. whatthefuck. im so mad -.- i wanted to go because i thought i DESERVED to be in there. not because they needed people to fill up space and people to leech money off of. what is the point of having freaking gold girls that dont do ANYTHING at practice be in the highest group on daca? im seriously beginning to wonder why daca isnt already the...
wow. whys she going too x_x grrrr and WHY DOES ROMANDER GIVE SO MUCH FREAKING HOMEWORK ahh
I suddenly have the need to get out and go...
dear school, i freaking hate you -tohtohroh
sam: haha yea man
i walked around the house
doing hella chores
i feel like cinderella
Why cant i sign up for schoolloop? >:O
im procrastingating so much. so soon x_x
BYEBYE INTERNET :(
ill miss you :O
This year is going to be great :)
i spent that much time and im not even sore GERJKLAJSDFKLSDJAAS>:O
i just took a super super cold shower after my workout, as soon as i got out i started sweating again. wtf im dripping sweat again askldfjasdklf
by the way. @tiffany your school needs a drug...
I WANT TO GO TO PRACTICE
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Ethans first day at school today :O
hes so cute :)
No expectations, No dissapointments?
Hmm. Im sorry to everybody who looks at this as like motivation o.o but i think its kinda stupid. if you have no expectations, then youll be statisfied with everything you get? whats the point of life without expectations? without dissapointments you wouldnt learn life the way you should. In order to get to the top of the hill, you have to start from the bottom right? you cant live a good life...
Cleaning the garage is pretty cool actually :)
I just found 300 dollar sunglasses that my mommy bought my dad. and possibly the oldest camera known to man :OO
Clean the garage again? FML
Im starting to not care anymore -.-
Why must registering for highschool be...
Moving on saturday :OOOO
and my room is right next to the front door, furthest from my parents room, carpeted ( so no squeeking) :) hmm i think i should sneak out :)))))
IM FINISHED PACKING MY ROOM :O
im sure my 4 shots today did not help my soreness...
i hate distance breaststroke sadkflsafkljsadf
sighh.i forgive you :)
Hmmm. lastnight was a pretty goodnight :O despite my falling asleep hecka early x_x i was so tired blechh. we had a very interesting and DEEP conversation o.o it was good talking about the past with someone other than @tiffanywong xP especially since it bothered me so so much. it was amazing to talk about all the memories that we cherished and the ones we definitely could have lived withOUT haha....
I'm so incredibly sorry.
(via mchlwong)me too :(